Teetering from 112-113.
I got sick yesterday. I was enjoying my coffee drink on my break yesterday. All of a sudden I felt incredibly weak, nauseated. My hands got clamy and I thought that at any second I was going to barf. I forced down a granola bar and felt better. Usually I can go the whole day without feeling any side effects. Lately NOT eating kills me. Weird...
I'm so tired of these long days, a part of me wishes this other job will come back and offer me a crazy awesome position. One I can't turn down. We will just have to wait and see. Maybe Lady Luck will be on my side for once. Maybe God will answer my prayers. I'm tired of these hours. Mentally no, physically my body is shutting down. I physically can't work. I imagined getting hurt at work just so I can go on workers comp. Doesn't matter how, chop a finger off. Fall off another 10 foot latter. Slip and crack my skull open. *laughs* God help me...
I need this coffee and aderal to kick in already.