So some wise crack told me the best thing you can drink after a work out is chocolate milk. What I don't think he meant was a toffee mocha from starbucks. The girl had to repeat my drink order like 3x, "So, you want 1/2 a pump of toffee nut, and 1 pump mocha?" Yes damn it! It's unbelievable how many pumps they put in those drinks! I worked there back in my youth for 6 months, I know how it works. It's amazing what an obssesive brain can retain. Ha!
So anywho, today was actually my 1st day back at the gym. Work has been running me absolutely ragged. I've been so tired after work recently, all I want to do is lay on the couch and watch my Married with children seasons.
That's all going to change! I'm starting my liquid diet again today. I count baby food as a liquid. Sweet potato is my fav!
Things between the husband and I are getting better. We were going through a rather rough patch. With my emotional break downs becoming a nightly ordeal. Husband has decided to make some changes within himself to hopefully make me happier. If he only knew that unfortunately no matter what he does, happiness for me, is always temporary. That is until I step on the scale in the morning, after work, before bed, and break down. He's threatened to throw the scale away. I lashed out verbally and tore him a new one, imature-like stomping my feet yelling, "I'll just buy a new one! Or drive to your dad's house and use his!" BUT I don't have a problem, NO. He's so oblivious...
He's broken his bowel, and threw away his "supplies" saying its his fault I'm so insecure, smoking weed makes him useless in the bedroom. Though this is partly true, I've had this problem LONG before he even entered my life.
The changes That need to be made are by me and ne Alone.