Husband's birthday a sucess! Not many people showed up, but that's okay. He had a great day, and that's all that matters. Seeing the look on his face was worth the anxiety it took to get everything perfect! Plenty of food is left over, because I invited everyone we've ever met! Lol 7 people came. I definitely spent more $ than I needed to, but again totally worth it.
So today I'm hung over slightly. Not that I even drank that much. I don't usually drink period, and I drank on an empty stomach. So already being a light weight or as everyone called me "2 beer queer" ha ha ha and no food on my gut I was drunk in like 20 minutes. I spent 4-5 hours straight eating to try and sober up. Nibble here, mouthfuls there, scarfing down spoonfuls here, picking randomly at things there. I ended up eating more last night than I probably have in like...a month? Two? It's hard to remember. I'm definitely paying for it today. My stomach no longer knows how to digest that amount of food normally anymore.
I haven't weighed myself. Once I can feel comfortable stepping away from the bathroom for more than 10 minutes I will.
Drinking is definitely not a good idea for me anymore. Liquid honesty, or truth serum, if you will. I'm kicking myself for talking to my friend D in my drunken stuper about my eating disorder. Past and present.
Maybe he won't remember?
I did meet slight my goal weight yesterday. I weighed in yesterday at 110.8
today: 112
ugh...
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