Think how much you would of weighed if you didn't purge!
You disgust me.
Your husband weighed 115 just a week ago, that's only 3 pounds more than you right now. He claims to of gained 5 pounds.
That's my new motivation. To stay as far away from 115 as humanly possible.
So tomorrows weigh in will be exciting, and nerve racking. I need 109. I need 105.
I have this app on my phone that tells me my realistic date that I'll reach my goal weight of 100. Based on my average lost per week. February 12, 2011. I want to be 100 by April 1st. So by January if I'm not at 105 I'll get panicked. I'm fluctuating around 110-112 now. I need to stop binging at night. I go all day without anything, but the sun goes down and I go into zombie mode. Eating everything that's put in front of me. I are dinner every night since Saturday. Which is why I'm not at 109. So I have no one to blame but myself,( and the in laws for cooking dinner for me and Travis. Lol)
a new leaf has turned. I'm focused. I'm driven. My husband is more at an unhealthy weight than me! Ugh! I won't allow it. Travis at 115 is 23 pounds under ideal weight. I'm only 10...
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