111

111
better, but it's not 109. I didn't eat at all yesterday. So that's how I lost my bloated weight. 111 is bc I fucked up and ate like a horse a week ago. I measured myself today. Haven't done so since august. Crazy I've lost 5 pounds since then, but only 1 inch on most parts. 1/2 inch off my thighs. See! THIS is why I want to weigh less, bc weight doesn't necessarily shrink you. I need to be shrunken down to a solid 00. I chickened out on buying a pair of express jeans in a size 00 online. Ana chimed in that I'm not tiny enough to even Think about buying smaller jeans. Once 109 becomes my new 111 then I'll consider it. Costa Rica is right around the corner. April will be here before I can blink. I can't allow myself to not reach my goal weight by then. That's plenty of time. There's no excuse! Game on! Fuck food. I did eat 1 biscotti and two pieces of toast today. I felt a cold coming on.