Well I managed to get back down to 109.6
I lived in my work out gear yesterday. Running, crunches, sit ups, 2 hours at the gym, more running, yoga. It felt great!
I got a sweet bread from starbucks...this is why I plan my meals, because I ordered it impulsively and now I have to figure out how to burn 420 calories tonight... That's if I eat nothing else which I will, not by my choice, I'm just more realistic these days. If I plan to eat nothing I end up eating everything.
I found out I have yet again someone trying to throw me under the bus at work. What is it about me that just seems to piss certain people off?
Whatever...I'm leaving for Costa Rica Sunday!
I have 5 days to lose 5 pounds! *sigh* I realistically decided 9 pounds was not a good goal. It's just going to make me depressed bc even with addys I never reached 100 pounds. I did reach 106! I felt that looked good! Plus if/when I eat I won't blow up to a gross 115 like I do now... I don't understand why I can so easily pack on the pounds, but have to kill myself to lose 1-2...
"Youre body has reached it's ideal weight, it makes sense it's so hard to lose." well my body thought 119 was it's ideal weight in September, but I managed to steer clear from that #...why can't 108 be my bloated weight! Lol god I'm pathetic