Mia I said no burgers!

114
Somehow I need to find a way to manage to lose another pound by tomorrow. I need to put in atleast two hours at the gym for my absence lately. Ugh, my thighs are starting to jiggle again.
My entire body aches. Husband made dinner last night for my brother, our friend D and myself. Even though none of us were hungry. I numbly scarfed down the burger, mac n' cheese, corn, and tomatoes. It was weird because I had finished my food before any of the guys. Usually I'm the picker (for obvious reasons). I'll let the food sit there and make an excuse why I can't finish it. Too full, stomach hurts, the flavor is off. I need some new ones actually. I don't know if it's my lack of food, that whenever there's a plate in front of me I don't even have time to react? My brain goes into shut down mode so I can't even think I don't want it. Well fuck that! I practically clawed at my skin until everyone left and I was Alone. Counting the minutes, okay, so it's been 20 minutes, I'll be able to still get a lot of it out. I should've started drinking water like 5 minutes ago! Drove me crazy, but I managed to maintain 114. So I'm good. Bubba Burgers are definitely on my to never eat again list. That shit fucking hurts coming back up.